IT'S OVER!!!!!

School, that is, not my relationship...It sure got close. I came home from my last day of school, and he was waiting for me, ready with terms of break up. We worked out custody arrangements, and some other things. Finally it dawned on him that I was going along with it, quite eagerly. He said: Are we really through? I assured him we were. Then he changed his tune! He didn't wanna lose me, he promised to change...we'll see. I'm still getting a check in February that I can use for a place of my own, if the relationshp hasn't actually improved by then. I was going to have to wait that long anyway. How do you know what the hell to do?

I am going to Houston for a "Red Tent" weekend with my good friends Theresa and Shannon. Actually Theresa doesn't know what it is, but she's fixin' to be clued in. It is a great book, but I forgot who wrote it. It is about the Old Testament , from the perspective of Jacob's wives. The Red Tent was where the menstruating women had to go to seclude themselves from the men, which was like a monthly mini vacation! Visiting, gossiping, and good friendships.

I'm going to go for now, I'm so sleepy...and I'm at work!